Post by djhall on May 8, 2010 20:26:51 GMT -5
DESIDERIA JESSALYN HALL
FULL NAME: desideria jessalyn hall.
NICKNAMES: desi, des, dee, ria, dj, jessalyn, jessa, jess.
AGE: eighteen.
PREFERENCE: straight.
HOMETOWN: dawn creek, louisiana.
CLASS STATUS: middle class.
CURRENT STATUS: single.
MEMBER GROUP: college.
PLAY BY: megan campagnolo.
FAVORITE FOOD?
definitely challuh bread, oh it's so yummy! i'm not jewish, but it's real good. or pickles, i like me some pickles.
ARE YOU A VIRGIN?
no, sir. i ain't been a virgin since i was five years old. cause of ma daddy. but you know, to someone outside ma family, i lost my virginity in my freshman year - it felt so good.. well, that's what lou-anne told my therapist.
FAVORITE COLOR?
i dunno.. purple maybe? yeah, purple i guess.
HAVE YOU EVER EMBARRASSED YOURSELF?
oh lordie, course i have.
FAVORITE DRINK?
oh, i like those fancy schmancy maragritas when i can. but i'm good with a jack daniels or any other beer. i ain't no good girl no more, but i can indulge when i want to.
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN FIVE YEARS?
to be honest with you, hunny, i have absolutely no idea where i see myself. hopefully i'm not on the streets somewhere, but you never know these things do ya.
FAVORITE HOLIDAY?
hm, i like new year's. definitely, baby, it's a whole lot of fun.
WHAT'S ONE THING MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU?
well, i've got dissociative identity disorder.. blah blah blah. sorry, i've heard it a dozen times from each of my therapists. it's not severe, i can live my life just fine, thanks. i just sometimes lose myself. see, i was... i was... i was sexually and physically abused by my father up until i was eleven. the dissociation began was i was five.. i wasn't physically strong enough to fight back, so georgie. she's the passive identity, she.. she lets anything happen to her. now, she's the least that you see. she only comes out when it's really dangerous, when i can't deal, but georgie can let happen. georgie doesn't feel pain, not like i do. not like a real person does. but, when i got back to myself, i could still feel the bruises, they were still there.. my father didn't like that i was so unresponsive, he didn't like that one bit. so, lou-anne. lou-anne is twenty one, responsive.. more like addicted to sex. i hate her so much, but she got my father to stop hitting me.. so, i guess i can be thankful for that.. who am i kidding? she's disgusting. my therapist told me about georgie and lou-anne, and casey.. casey's the fighter. she's brash and pushy, and she shows up the most nowadays. when she doesn't like what's going on around me. she don't hurt no one, but none of the identities do, and neither do i. i ain't a physical person. casey likes to fight though, i try to keep her under control.. my therapist helps me, but it ain't easy. i'm getting better at it, though, maybe someday i'd be able to completely control all my shifting. i don't shift as much now, cause i've got a good life and good friends, and nobodies hurtin' me no more.
DO YOU PREFER THE NIGHT OR THE DAY?
the night, baby, the night is full of mystery and beauty. but you don't have to walk in packs, ready to scream if you're grabbed, during the day. i'd say i don't prefer one to the other, i like both.
NAME A FANTASY?
lou-anne: mm, baby, you name it, i'm there. casey: to not be needed, because that would mean that desi is safe. georgie: ... desi: to be able to live normally, no identities, just me, and to be happy with someone. maybe to get off the weed and cigs, too. that'd be nice.. some friends were into it in high school, and they got me into it, and it's so difficult to quit.. so i just don't.
see emerson alona daschel.
hey, it's mackie and this gal has been at it for
four years now. they are fifteen years old.
