Post by sarahme on Jun 8, 2010 18:47:48 GMT -5
LILY ROSE EASTWOOD
FULL NAME:Lily Rose Eastwood
NICKNAMES: Lil, Rosey
AGE: Twenty three
PREFERENCE: straight
HOMETOWN: miami, florida
CLASS STATUS: lower
CURRENT STATUS: single
MEMBER GROUP: resident
PLAY BY: Summer Glau
FAVORITE FOOD?
Um... I'd have to say mac and cheese, nothing beats traditional home cooking with your family. It's mainly the memories that are associated with the food, it used to be the only food we all liked so we ate it alot... Good times.
ARE YOU A VIRGIN?
Well i'm 23 so what do you think? I'm not going to pretend to be perfect because i'm not, yeah i've gotten drunk countless times and slept with a ton of guys. I'm 23 and I intend to have the time of my life. So in answer to your question no i'm not a virgin, and quite proud to say so.
FAVORITE COLOR?
I'd say baby blue because it's neutral and calm and makes me feel chilled and considering how stressed I get I need that.
HAVE YOU EVER EMBARRASSED YOURSELF?
Oh every single day, mainly when i've been drunk I once kissed a guy... He paused to throw up and then I went back to kissing him, my friends got pictures of the whole event... I'm so proud >_<
FAVORITE DRINK?
White russian without a doubt, yummiest thing ever!
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN FIVE YEARS?
I see myself in a big apartment hopefully with a boyfriend or who knows maybe even a husband and kids. I just want things to work out for me, so that I can have the life I really truly want.
FAVORITE HOLIDAY?
I've never been out of state. This place is like my little bubble so I don't have a favourite holiday but why would I need to leave with the beach and amazing weather.
WHAT'S ONE THING MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU?
I have dependent personality disorder but I don't want to tell anyone because I know they will just think i'm weird and move further away from and i'm just not up for that. The idea of someone finding out other than my family absolutley terrifies me... It's getting easier to deal with, with time.
DO YOU PREFER THE NIGHT OR THE DAY?
The day, theres more things to happen plus I can tan =] and I get to see my friends and family and I remember the majority of the day... The night is just one drunken dream.
NAME A FANTASY?
I'm really simple actually, I don't want to travel the world or move away from home. My fantasy is definetley falling so deeply in love that it hurts and having children and being able to live a happy life forever... Or to win the lottery.
She had to attempt she did feel slightly bad for her attitude she knew that she should be thanking him right now but she had her walls up because she risked losing popularity by this moment, she was so torn there was the part of her that craved to be normal and be able to sit alone and get through this alone and wished that it was because she was afraid of the dark, she wished the moments the lights came back on she would be back to normal but it wouldn't ever be back to normal her body craved someone to be with her and right now that craving was so bad that she was even taking help from a stranger she didn't know... Well she knew one thing the bad thing that he was from vocal adrenaline and that right now she shouldn't even be breathing in the same air as him let alone actually talking to him and letting him sit close to her, but she appreciated the company even if her venomous words didn't show it. If he left she knew she would be in a much worse state.
His words weren't help and the fact that he felt he had to explain to her what he had meant by her just made her angry. She wasn't the stupid cheerleader he seemed to think she'd got his joke from the start she just didn't find it funny, so to say she was offended may have been an understatement but it was taking her mind off of thereason why she was like this in the first place so she would deal with it. "I got the joke first time thanks, I just don't find you funny. My point was that there is more to being a cheerleader than just the cheering, it's an image, it's a way of life..." She spoke angrily feeling herself calming slightly, her breathing was slowly returning although she still felt light headed but she was trying to distract herself. His next words made her laugh, he made it sound like she was being unfair on judging vocal adrenaline, like it was all rumours but she knew for a fact that they were bad people they would do what they could to get where they wanted, really, they were just like the cheerios except the cheerios were honest about it. She heard him say he suffered with anxiety too and realised that maybe she should be a little more trusting because he knew how bad it felt so why would he spread it? "Ha. I'm not believing what I want, it's fact you are bad people. Your leader is breaking a girls heart to get ahead and all of you are just sitting back watching and laughing. Even the cheerios don't stoop that low." They stooped pretty far down but breaking someones heart is where they drew the line. It wasn't how they wanted to be, they were just mean to people.
His next words probably didn't get the reaction from her he would of liked. "Oh how touching really? You should sell that to disney. Chances are your "friends" probably talk about you behind your back too, there's a reason Jessie is the star and not you. No doubt it's because people like him alot more.” Harsh and she knew it was overly harsh but she couldn’t take it back she wasn’t going to apologise because that is not what cheerios did. She thought on her words for a moment. “I’m sorry…” sometimes she could resemble a nice, normal human being if only for a few seconds, besides he was the only one helping her out… You don’t shoot down someone who is. She kinda needed him here with her, and she knew that her words could cause him to leave which wasn’t helping her thoughts she felt her breathing still coming out heavily, but she was working towards calming down her heart was losing the fight to break out of her ribs and was slowly losing it’s force.
She realised her mistake the moment he said it and she let out a groan, dammit. What was she going to do? How did she explain why she wasn’t really afraid of the dark without actually openly admitting that she had this problem in her mind? “Yeah well… I’ve pretty much suffered the worst I could and I don’t want the lights to come back on so people can see me all sweaty and about to pass out.” Her tone had small traces of venom in it, it wasn’t like she even meant to be venomous towards him anymore it was just that, she’d trained that as her defence mechanism and right now she felt a need to defend herself, she wasn’t completely sure why but it couldn’t hurt. She heard him ask her what he could do as she continued to focus on calming herself down, it was beginning to work she still felt slightly panicked but she guessed her peak had been reached and now she just had to come down, the questions made her heart race a little faster she couldn’t think. She didn’t know what to do. “Stop asking me questions and just stay here” She spoke quickly so to calm herself down, she’d dealt with this situation without resetting her panic attack. “Please.” She felt that she needed to add that on the end just to make him feel more willing to stay with her. She knew the quickest way and questioned how weird he may find this but then again he already found her weird. She reached out taking his hand and gripping it in her own, this didn’t have any romantic implications it was purely a physical realisation for her that someone was here and she felt her breathing starting its path back to normality.
it must be at least 350 words.
give us something from a normal day.
hey, it's Sarah and this gal has been at it for
five years now. they are Eighteen years old.
