HOLLAND, benjamin russell

[cassie]

BENJAMIN RUSSELL HOLLAND

FULL NAME: benjamin russell holland
NICKNAMES:benji, ben, bennie, jamie, enjay, bee and minnie.
AGE: seventeen.
PREFERENCE: bisexual
HOMETOWN: london, england
CLASS STATUS: upper class
CURRENT STATUS: single.
MEMBER GROUP: high school.
PLAY BY: alessandro de marco

FAVORITE FOOD?
i don't really have a favourite food. but my mother's pasta bakes are gorgeous. yeah. that. i'll go for that.

ARE YOU A VIRGIN?
do i look like a virgin? no, i'm not. lost my virginity when i was thirteen.

FAVORITE COLOR?
blue? i don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER EMBARRASSED YOURSELF?
i once walked outside naked.. i was about to go towards the shop when the little girl next door was staring at me and then her father came out and she asked what my thing was. her father then went on to shout at me for about half an hour while i was still half asleep and butt naked. to make matters worse, my gran had decided today would be a nice day for a visit. she almost had a heart attack.. so yeah.

FAVORITE DRINK?
anything. i don't really care.

WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN FIVE YEARS?
five years? probably still living off my step-father's money. or being part of his company.

FAVORITE HOLIDAY?
christmas because it's when i get to see my older sister.

WHAT'S ONE THING MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU?
i'm not actually always a jerk. i just had a lot of crap happen to me when i was younger. that's all.

DO YOU PREFER THE NIGHT OR THE DAY?
night.

NAME A FANTASY?
urghh. other than beating my father up numerous times, nothing, really.

<sup>alexander shook his head again, closing his eyes and putting his hands against the counters in the kitchen. thinking about it hurt him and he didn't want to hurt. alex got out a glass from the cupboard and then put it on the counter, sighing again. this was all he seemed to do now. wake up, get a drink, sleep. wake up, eat, sleep. wake up, shower, eat, sleep. he had no life because he didn't have anyone to share it with. alex picked his glass back up and then filled it with water. he waited for it to fill and then put the glass to his lips, drinking the bitter liquid. he didn't like water but he couldn't be bothered to get anything else right now. he didn't even think he had anything else. probably just alcohol and he really didn't feel like drinking right now. alexander took another drink of his water and then set it on the counter. he turned and walked towards the fridge, opening it slowly and then sighing at the lack of food in it. alex bit his lip, putting one hand on the door of it and then staring into it for a while. he wasn't actually looking for anything to eat, he was just staring because it passed the time. after what seemed like ages, he shook his head and then actually looked for food. he put his hand in and then pulled out an open bar of chocolate. it was what he'd had last night, as well. after he'd woken up because of a different nightmare. he sighed and then closed the fridge door, turning and walking back to the counter.

alex removed the folded packaging from the chocolate and then split it into pieces, putting one in his mouth and sighing. he didn't know what to do with himself anymore. after swallowin another piece of chocolate, he took a drink of his water and then refilled the glass. sleeping pills were what he needed at this moment in time. he pulled a box from the back of the counter to him and opened it. alex took out two small pink pills and then put them in his mouth. he swallowed the water with them and then made a face at the horrible taste. alex took another drink of water to get rid of the taste and then put one more piece of chocolate in his mouth. after refilling his glass once more, he walked out of the kitchen, switching off the light and then turning towards his bedroom. once he was inside, he closed the door and then set down the rest of his chocolate and his water on the table. alex sighed, making his way towards his window. he looked out of it for a moment and then pushed it open. the slightly cold air was nice. he was so warm right now. alex bit his lip and then turned around again, shuffling towards his bed again.

he sat down on it and then finished his chocolate. after another few drinks of his water, he pulled the covers back over him and put his head on his pillow. alex didn't want to sleep but he knew he'd have to eventually. maybe he should just wait for sleep to take him instead of actually trying. alex turned so he could look at the pictures of jamie on his wall. he lifted his hand to the nearest one which was of him and her. he ran his finger over her face slowly and then sighed, dropping his hand and putting it back under the covers. alex yawned quietly and then closed his eyes, giving in to waiting. he was asleep soon enough, anyway.</sup>

hey, it's cassie and this girlie has been at it for
three years now. they are fifteen years old.

[KARLIE ABIGAIL EMBERS]

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hello and thank you for joining meet me halfway! you're almost ready to start roleplaying. your app looks great except for the beginning, it should be an application style not in first person. look at any other app if you need help on what i mean because i fail at explaining. and your username should be your characters full name in uppercase, no extra periods or anything. fix that and you'll be good to go (:

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[cassie]

fixed it. (:

[KARISSA DAWN VANDERBILT]

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hey hey! awesome to have you. but one thing jess forgot to mention was that we don't accept myspace/emo/scene play bys here.. is there another play by you'd care to use?

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[cassie]

no, sorry for wasting your time.
you may delete my character.
personally, i think it's partially discrimination against play bys. but that's just my opinion.
sorry for wasting your time.

[EVERLEIGH DAWN EMBERS]

i personally don't think it's discriminating against play bys. we've just had sites where we've been completely overloaded by them. it was stated in the rules that we only use celebrities/models etc., not random faces. but, thanks for joining anyways! we're glad that you considered our site. (: